ke hadapan sayangku sara,
mama rindu awak! :)
sejak mama balik rumah tokmi and tok abah, mama banyak kali terpikir bila nak tulis surat lagi untuk sara. sara caya tak, semalam mama borak-borak dengan tok abah, telling him that you'll be good at speaking english and probably you can't understand tokmi's accent if she's talking with you. hihihi
tok abah gelak je. i know, jauh lagi perjalanan mama nak jumpa awak. i even can't tell myself when will the one fine day come and let us meet together in reality. kadang-kadang, tersasul mama sebut nama awak depan tokmi and she was like angkat kening pelik and said - carik dulu papa dia. ya ya ya. i know that. but mama tak tahu kenapa mama lebih pikirkan awak daripada papa. agaknya sebab you are something special kott? :)
mama harap sangat, satu hari nanti, bila sara dah besar, sara jadik yang terbaik - be it to this whole world or the hereafter. sara promise me to be anak yang baik, ok sayang? and no worries, my prayer's always be with you, honey.
by the way, cik fatehah dah bertunang. and masa majlis dia, mama sempat jumpa...em, what should i call her eh? em, kalau ikutkan, sameera is like your cousin. yeah, i think so. sameera is almost one year old but she's still small. mama tak berani nak pegang dia because mama takut kalau-kalau dia terlepas dari tangan mama.
(atau mama takde lagi maternal feeling to hold a baby? isk.)
well, i bought her this tshirt and i was told that baju tu muat. they added, sameera masih lagi pakai newborn outfits and yeah, like i said just now, she is small. sara don't get jealous, sayang. nanti, mama beli banyak-banyak pretty clothes for you. alright, love?
actually, kat auckland ada satu well-known baby store. it's pumpkin patch. mama pernah masuk tiga kali (if i'm not mistaken). mama saja je masuk, tengok-tengok baju baby. sometimes, mama rasa nak grab je semua and simpan untuk sara. tehehehehe
but, because mama belum pasti bila mama can have you, mama tangguhkan dulu cita-cita membeli-belah baju-baju comel.
eh, tapi kan, mama sempat belikan untuk zaid - anak kawan mama. nasib baik baju tu muat, sara ! lega mama. i wish i can show you a photo of zaid in the clothes i bought for him. he's such a cute creature on this earth and i believe, sara pun comel jugak :)
sayang,
sometimes, bila mama jalan kaki ke universiti and lalu depan childhood education center, i've been wondering either to raise you in the overseas atau kat malaysia saja. kalau sara membesar kat auckland, you will totally have different environment of learning and of course, it's not gonna same with the system in malaysia, dear. yet, every decision has its pros and cons. and i know, this is too much to think about right now. the future is unwritten, but then, tak salah kan kalau in my free time, mama berangan pasal awak? hihihi
ok lah sara. sampai sini dulu mama tulis. tak banyak pun cerita mama. cuma, mama rindu awak. ye, sungguh ni. mama banyak teringat kat sara and sara je la yang ada kat jiwa mama ni.
apa? rindu papa?
hahahaha !
dah dah. mama stop dulu, ok?
until then, see you in the next letter, my sweetheart.
loves,
mama
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